Thursday, January 20, 2011

Wishful Thinking

Hello my lovelies
Happy Friday!
Any plans for the weekend? 

I hate myself for a lot of things
But you know what I hate most?
The fact that I always tend to over think and worry. 
To the point where I like, create my own stress or problems

C'mon just give me one time, just one time!
When I don't have to worry about anything, about anyone!
Sheesh, looks like grumpy me needs a vacay!

But you know what?
By the end of the day, with lots of prayers, good hopes and a good doze of wishful thinking..
Top it off with good company over a cup of coffee.
I just know it! Everything is going to be okay :) 

 And I can smile again.

Finally, a successful attempt at falsies!
These are the super cheap ones, I didn't have the heart to use
the one I have from Etude cause I might screw up again.
But I bought this really good lash glue and it worked okay!


Yapo Nightroad said...

damn girl you work it! looks pretty! Very kawaii!! <333

Suteisi ♥ ステイスィー said...

I know what you mean. Sometimes I over think too. And one of my friends does that AAALL the time, he used to text me at night because he couldn't sleep from over thinking. Sheesh~

Anonymous said...

You look so PRETTY in the photo! i love your eyes, and how big they look :)

K said...

I worry a lot too, so I understand hating the habit. Often times I'm worrying over nothing, or maybe small things that I tend to make bigger, I hate it!

super-rabbit said...

Wow, your eyes look so chio <33!
They look uber dolly and grey :D
Those are Nudy grey right?

Err, my lenses are 14.8mm, but the design doesn't go all the way to the edge so the enlargement is like 14.5mm I guess.. ;)

Thanh Thao said...

OMG, you look so super pretty, I wanna have a foto with you, or purikura!!! LOL. Come over to Japan and we can have loads of fun <3333

Oh, I'm the total opposite, I'm usually very carefree and don't worry too much about anything, hahaha! Just take it as it comes, so to speak. Worrying too much can make you sick, and we don't wanna have that, right? Well, even though I'm carefree and in a good mood most of the time, when something is bothering me I really think about it very much...until it makes me sick, too, haha!

Well, take it easy, girl! XDDD I support you whenever I can!

SMASH said...

I over think these way too much and it's so pointless! I'm better than I was but it's been a long road, that's for sure.

Oh and I will forever be hopeless at false eyelash application, i've just settled for an eyelash curler and 3 different types of mascara ;)


αвву M. said...

This weekend, ill be working then attend to a birthday party and sing for someone turning 85yo hehe..
happy weekend to u too!

u know what, i have the same problem, i tend to overthink sometimes.. but with good company by ur side ull be alright :)

Ganda ng falkeies sau ^^, u have such great eyes! & u keep it simple and really pretty pag nagmake up ;)

Sakie and Thomas Gantz said...

Wow, that last shot is so beautiful :-)

Pop Champagne said...

most things you worry about never happen... YET! haha. well, I worry about generally the same stuff as like everyone, financial security really. I think that's something you can never get over but certainly cope :) have a great weekend!

Anonymous said...

You look so gorgeous there ! Those falsies look really lovely on you. I"m the same .. have had trouble applying on false lashes. I've been watching video tutorials and still.. I'm quite bad at applying them. I mustn't be very good with my hands ! I bought individual lashes cause' apparently they're easier to apply. Will blog about it when I get them.

Hope you've been well ;-)

Anonymous said...

love the lashes on you! are you sure this is your first time putting on lashes? im a noob on lashes too n those look great. where did you buy them from? or what kind do you recommend as first time lashes. cuz when i pic out lashes its always sooo big!! poooo

btw im a new follower

♥ 熊貓girl ♥ said...

the falsies are so pretty on you ^__^

Mutsumi said...

Oh my..I know that problem. Sometimes I tend to worry too much, too.
I hope there's a less stressing time waiting for you ♥

Amazing photos! Didn't believe it was you on the first look, haha~ I should get used to your beauty.

gingerSnap said...

pretty, pretty eyes! You look like a doll. said...

pretty eyes girl! love the blog

Shou-chan said...

awww this post is so beautiful*0*
I feel happy now :3
what brand are those lashes you're wearing in the last pic? they're looking perfect*_*

Hello Naka said...

you look beautiful i love the flase eyelashes. Don't hate yourself :( I have my bad days and over thinking truly does suck :(

One of my friends over analyse things aswell XD

Len♥reNeverM♥re said...

remember that song;
'don't worry be happy'?
anyway, you look so gorgeous in that photo!!

Emiko said...

Gosh you're so cute!
And those eyelashes are adorable~ where did you buy them?
I bought a pair of false eyelashes from H&MM and thought it would go great putting them on. But you know what? The glue was so strong that my eyes started to tear up. It was awful! So if you buy eyelashes from H&M be sure no to use their glue. It's evil D:

HitomiNeko said...

mm I do that too~ but i usually KNOW that i am over thinking so I get over it quickly too ^^ hehe

xoxo HitomiNeko xoxo

aki! said...

True. I have enough things to think about and do without worrying about things I don't need to. Happy Monday.

super-rabbit said...

I hope you find a nice cardi soon >w<! Maybe you can use online shopping? Yesstyle always has amazing cardi's XD!

MayClover said...

I also do that XD
Pretty photo!!

Gale said...

hello new follower here:)

about this post, i completely GET IT! i worry about everything and can become very negative. i'm trying to change that for 2011. it's freakin' hard. i hear life is better on the other side of negative though haha.

i wish you the best of luck in conquering this feeling <3

Mooshi.Chui said...

gosh girl you have amazing eyes!!!!
and yes I get what you mean
i worry about every single little thing about life!
thanks for the inspiring post hehe

Dolce♥Bunny said...

I totally understand what you mean by that! You start worrying about one thing, and that one thing leads to another thing and like you build this whole situation in your head and~~~~~ your head explodes :(

Now days when that happends to me, I take a deep breath and count to ten. than slowly let all the air out. It helps a little :)

But you girl, are really really cute!

Tasja said...

Aw you really shouldn't do that!
I also think that you are a super sweet girl.. and somehow super sweet girls overt hink a lot xD so yeah dunnow.. maybe it's your dna :p?

But it does suck.. I did that when I was young too.. I was afraid what people would think of me and uncomfortable in a situation with lots of people like: going out, meeting the friend group of one of my friends etc etc
(I didn't have that fear when I talked to someone one on one.. kinda odd.)
But someday someone said to me: just DO things.. just try once to just DO a thing without over thinking it and if it goes wrong/you don't have fun then you may over think stuff the rest of your life, but promise me that if it DOES work out and you do have fun just "randomly" doing things then you may not over think the rest of your life!

And I actually just once did it! I went out to a place where I didn't knew a lot of people (omg I thought that that was so scary) but I just did it and I had so much of fun and it was actually so easy to "fake" that I knew what I was doing (but I actually didn't because I wasn't allowed to over think).
And then I was like: "ok I can do this another time too!"

That is how I got off the whole "over thinking" thing.. since then I didn't even do it at night. Now I think random stuff at night haha

So yeah hope you'll overgrow it, but you do have to face your "fear" one day. Because over thinking is some kinda of fear..

Yeah this is suuucchhh a huge comment.. so I'll just end by saying that you look super cute in that pic ^^
Pretty girl :D

Nea said...

I am also good at always over think and worry >.<