Somehow, we already have this established personality and character which I think it's pretty normal for us, young adults. Safe to say we should be way past our identity crisis phase if we know what we like, and what we are like, may we be drunk or sober.
But just when you thought you're damn sure of yourself, someone or something would come up and totally mess up your order! Then you'll say, "Hey, I actually enjoy this!!! or.. I actually enjoyed this?" All I'm saying is.. it's funny, you think you know yourself and then something or someone comes up or comes along and you realize how there is so much more about yourself that you've yet to know. Is that what you call influence? How someone or something may trigger something in you that'll definetly change who you are, if not how you feel about certain things.. Ironic how someone else would show you a certain side of yourself that you never thought existed..
In a sense, I found out I actually like going out with friends, although I still like going out alone just as much. I mean, just cause I prefer doing things alone, doesn't mean I don't like doing things with friends, right? I know, haha I might be having a big DUH moment here, but I was very sheletered before to have this kind of a breather is nothing short of a pure bliss. This change good, I approve (:
So memories! Have I told you I have this friend at work who loves to spoil me rotten? She listens to me, cheers me up, feeds me chocolates, buys me kimmi dolls on special occassions, she's perfect :(( she's like the little big sister I never had!
So yeah, I'm so lucky, all three were from her and of course le significant other, I love you both too much if you're reading this!
I feel such a horrible person, I have not thought of anything to give her yet for the wonderful friendship.
Say, if you're going to give someone something, which is more important?
I mean, would you rather you give them something they like? or something that would remind them of you? Of course finding something that's both is a plus plus! but which is better?
Sorry, as I'm sentimental when it comes to material things, I don't get a lot of goodies haha! so I get all warm and fuzzy and AWWWHSOME whenever I get sum!
just sharing some cute photos which I took when I went to Saizen!
This part of this post is for that friend I was referring to a few pharahraphs ago, haha!
MY dearest, sweetest! you know who you are! I hope you likey these pretty bythes cause they remind me of joooo!! Missing you guise!
Til next post!